>>When I’m With You || Westlife
OMG this song is going to make me cry. It always does.
Just when I’m finally moving on, something from the past holds me back. I start getting back to my old habits. Developing those same feelings I once had. I become an emotional wreck. I don’t want to be that person, not again I don’t.
>>To put on a smile every day. Pretending like nothing bothers me. Hiding the fact that I’m hurt mentally and emotionally. To move on with life. Being me.
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Just a quick vid! Hope you like it! Sorry for the horrible webcam quality:P lol
OMG <3
I’m not pretty like most other girls are. I don’t dress like a girly girl all the time. I look like crap most of the time when I’m out or not. I don’t get checked out by guys every single day. I’m usually the one that no guy notices. The one that gets fucked over because I’m “easy”. I’m that girl that stands no chance of being with someone who truly loves me for me.
>>>>As much as I hate it. I get attached easily. If you happen to walk into my life then become a huge impact to me, I’ll get use to the fact that you’re always by my side. I’ll get use to our daily routines. The time and day that we start talking for hours. Sending meaningful text messages. I’ll remember everything.
She has a lot of guys to talk to. She has different guys to fall asleep and talk on the phone with. She’s afraid of being alone but rather be alone. No, she doesn’t play around with guys feelings, she tries not to lead guys on. She’ll tell them if she doesn’t have an interest in them like that. Guys keep trying though, they keep trying hard to get her, they want to treat her right, to do her right but she doesn’t feel the same. Feelings can’t be forced, and she doesn’t want to lie. She’s hurt. She fell for a lot of guys, who didn’t feel the same as her or want to commit to only her. She put in effort just like how the other guys put in effort for her on the guy who she never got. She’s hurt, because she once went for a guy who was hurt. She became who he was. Now she is trying to find a guy who would break that cycle. That cycle she been in.
Seeing your name all over my newsfeed isn’t helping me at all. How am I suppose to move on, if all I see is YOU? ________ liked this photo. ________ commented on this photo. Blah blah blah. It’s hard to not miss you. It’s killing me that things aren’t the way they use to be..
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